Saturday, March 03, 2007

update from the mysts

I need like hell for my self imposed writing hiatus to end, and I'm realizing for all the crap I spout on the blog page, it might have been a little helpful as well.

I haven't had the best time the last couple of weeks or so, and it isn't something I'd care to write about. The problem comes with the fact that that it's a situation that is not really ever far from my mind, and moreso it seems when I sit down and stare at a blank page.

Beyond that particular episode, nothing out of the ordinary has happened. I chose at the last minute not to coach Big Brother's soccer team. The thing I'm not discussing made me feel that I couldn't guarantee the commitment. It's going to be weird for me to be just a fan, but from the practice, what I caught while chasing The Boy around the playground, the team looks like a great bunch of kids. Of course I've said that about every one of his teams.

I'm curious about my own soccer season due to a busier derby schedule on Momma's part. Her Tuesday practice has now been moved to Wednesday, the night I've historically had for soccer practice. My Sunday games have and always will interfere/be interfered with by derby practice and bouts. The derby season this year is a lot busier than last year. The girls are all doing great and looking to meet some victims from other cities. So we'll do some traveling it seems.

We've got some new music, watched a couple of cool movies among other things over the past couple of weeks that I haven't been posting. I'm trying to come back to posting regularlyish again. I have to work to put the ugliness behind me and move on, and I feel like I need to get back to writing.


skullface said...

Maybe you should blog about it. Maybe it will help. You can't just bury it.

kimzyn said...

I know how you feel about blogging about stuff when life is crappy. Not normal everyday stress stuff, but really crappy. For some reason it just seems to personal and I avoid the the blank screen then too.

But thanks for even mentioning it because it is good to know why things slow down.

As for as soccer coaching goes, sounds like you could join my chapter of volunteers anonymous in which one has to call other VA members and try to get talked out of a position before agreeing to any volunteer work. Keeps us from over-extending.Ok, it isn't a real club but there is a loose network!